Atelophobia

Sometimes, deep down, I always have constant fear of inadequacy (atelophobia); 
the fear of not being enough. 

Not good enough. 
Not smart enough. 
Not pretty enough. 
Not attractive enough. 
Not funny enough. 
And etc. 

I've never wanted to be perfect. 
I just want to be enough. 

But then I realized there's a lot of people whose struggling to be at my place, who I am now. 
And I should be very thankful enough. 

Oh Allah, Thank you for what I've now :)
But still, I want a slimmer body and healthier skin haha!